Sex Girl Diary

Like a virgin

Looking through Eddy’s profile, I knew about his passion for cherry-girls – “…I like to turn the girl into the woman, her humility at first time especially if she comes…” As I was thinking on my demeanor when he’ll come, this moment was very attractive to me. I’ll be as if innocent girl, having sex at first time – this game will be so exciting!

I remembered my first sexual experience. Unfortunately, it was terrible. As my playmates told to me about pain and rivers of blood at the first time, I was very afraid and wasn’t able to relax. My fears proved not unfounded. Moreover, Rod was very horny and even hadn’t thought about my feelings. But little by little I began to get used to his cock and later on the actions started to make me excited and I was coming very often.

Collecting my thoughts, I dressed very modestly, as if I prepare for the school – no low-cut dress and transparent blouse, only chaste clothes, simple panties and bra. I decided to play my role as if I was a really virgin, hadn’t making love before. I know Eddy was suspected I had the men, but I thought he’ll be very satisfied with my game.

At last, making the all for my guest – beer, snacks, cocktail and etc, I started to wait Eddy. But all the same the jingle of door’s bell was a little sudden. Making the several deep sighs, I opened the door. Oh, my God, at first I thought it was Mr. Miller but younger. But then, looking more attentively I had understood my mistake – the young man was only alike my school teacher.

When I was school-girl, my entire mind was full of Mr. Miller - the mathematics’ teacher. As I wasn’t understood his subject very well, I had only bad marks and would study it in addition. Mr. Miller used to teach me at home and it was my favorite times. Sitting with my legs tucked under one, I was listened his explanations, understood nothing, only looking on his face and dreaming about his soft lips and strong arms. How many times I masturbated, imagining my teacher as my lover!

Eddy was the son of Mr. Miller. The father and son…they were resembled one another closely. The same exciting mouth, clever eyes, manful faces, oh, such coincidence!

Smiling, Eddy asked to me how I am. Still trembled all over, I said o.k. and invited him into the room. He settled in the armchair on opposite side of me and started to ask me about my life, hobby and occupation and so on, sipping beer. As if in the daydream, I answered and even asked something.

At last, he stretched his hands out for me and told to sit on his knees. Suddenly I remembered about my role of virgin. Blushing and confused, I slowly got up and came up to Eddy. Embracing my waist very gently, he drew me to his knee. Looking on the floor, sitting in silent, I thought how long I was waiting such moment, dreaming about my favorite teacher. And now my fancies come true, but I was afraid as at first, really!

Feeling my embarrassment, Eddy turned me nearly to his chest and started to kiss me. His lips were so tender and at the same time insistent. Moving apart my lips by tongue, he penetrated deeply and deeply. I felt his hands, caressing all my body - they were everywhere. Eddy studied all my nooks, kissing me more and more passionately. Ah, it was the best petting in my life – we were dressed, though all our clothes were in disarrangement.

Pushing hands under my hips, holding by my waist, Eddy lifted me from his knees and carried to bed-room. I put my head on his shoulder, hugging at his neck. My heart was beating very strongly and I felt the sweet languor, filling all my body. As if in my belly the hundred butterflies were waving by their wings…as if…oh, I had no words for description of my happiness…

Carefully placed me on the bed, Eddy undressed being very excited and his nude body, so beautiful and powerful, brought me to delight. Very gently he took off all my clothes, keeping only panties and bra. He asked me hadn’t I lovers before, but I said nothing to him. Shutting my eyes, I foretasted the great pleasure, which Eddy was able to give. Slowly unbuttoned my bra, he gently kissed my tits, seized my nipples by his lips biting and sucking them. Meanwhile Eddy’s hands reached my panties; his forefinger slid under the silk cover and touched my pussy lips, softly moving them apart and started to caress my clit. Oh, I was in the heaven, moaning quietly and sweet trembling pierced all my body. In my mind was only one idea – “I want to be fucked by Eddy and right now!”

As if Eddy was hearing my thoughts, he at last pulled off my panties. Kneeling and moving apart my legs, he softly directed his rocky-hard pulsating cock to the entrance of my narrow pink. The penetration was very hard and I really felt the pain as at first time although I was wet and my pussy dropped by juice. I gave a scream of suffering, making Eddy moved more hardly and faster. Little by little my first pain leaved me and turned into the sharp pleasure, making me squirmed under his pushes. Eddy’s cum was sudden and very long; erupting inside my love nest he moaned, filling me by sperm and his last spasm coincided with my come. He kissed me with gratitude and fell asleep. In that night I was sleeping near my new hero – sweetest Eddy.

In search of new lovers

I awaked early in the morning and remembered my yesterday’s talk with Lisa at once. My reflections about dating by the new way were very exciting, but I knew nothing about it. I decided it won’t very difficult as I was an advanced user, spending the hours in the Net. But I never was a visitor of dating sites, only heard about it. I would seek the information about my favorite singers, downloaded the films and cartoons and ordered the make-up and perfume in the on-line shops.

I started my PC and at first removed all the files keeping the Rod’s images. His face on my desktop system dipped me in melancholy and I deleted it pitilessly. The funny kitten smiles to me from the screen from now. Connecting with Internet, I spent the several minutes to the search of dating services and got the huge list of dating sites at last.

The service, which I chose, included the several thousands men-singles. Looking through the some forms, I was surprised at a number of handsome men who was seeking the girl alike me. Reading the information about them, I was dreaming of future dates and my heart started to beat more strongly, anticipating the unforgettable meetings.

It was very easy to join. I filled the long form, choosing the “friendship” and “sex” as the aims of matching and attached the two of my best photos - at the full height in mini-skirt and only my face. As I was a little shy and have never written the letters to men before, I decided to wait the messages from the men.

As I was very nervous, wandering on the dating site, I thought about Lisa and phoned to her. She was listening my report of the first steps by the seeking a better man with great delight. After this talk, I became tranquil. Shutting down the dating site, I turned PC off, decided to connect tomorrow to check my messages.

Out of sight, out of mind

My tears’ cascade was broke off only after half an hour. Lisa couldn’t to see my suffering more and firmly ordered to stop my foolish crying.

She told her own sad love-story to me. The three months before she met the classy young man. Adam was the real girls’ dreams personified - clever, handsome and his sense of humor was up to the mark. Lisa was falling in love instantly, dreaming about future happy life with him. The weeks, full of sex had flown as one day. As Adam’s experience in love games was so big and many-sided, plus he was the hot-blooded tiger in the bed, Lisa always flamed from desire, even if Adam wasn’t with her.

Yes, her life at the last weeks was actually full of action. The beds, covered by the roses’ petals; the quickie in restaurant’s toilet; handcuffs and lashes every other day and so forth, and so on. And in the end, he said goodbye to Lisa as he found the new doll.

As Lisa is very forceful girl, she shrunk into herself and wasn’t showing her pain to me. But now, she decides to tell me about all, because our stories were so alike. I was nodding and sobbing, letting her have hers say and little by little became the more sober.

By Lisa’s mind, there is not in the male genus even the one decent man - only horny animals, which think about fucking the sluts at every minute and they aren’t able to love, especially for a long time. But again, all girls want to be fucked some times and if we consider the wishes of the both parts we’ll get the good sex, even without love.

At last, she offered the best exit from my foolish situation. Her friend in the similar condition placed information about herself on dating sites, attaching her best photos and the several days after her mail-box was full of the mails from horny studs, dreaming about date with her.

As Lisa going to visit her family in another town, she ordered me to search the dating sites in the net and without delay to start the new life, forgetting my sad past. She said the time cures all things and I must to be happy, especially if I’ll be flirting with classy guys.

he shabby trick

My best playmate Lisa always told that my Rod is not for me - too unnatural, egotistical and ready to fuck anyone chick around him. But I took no notice on this talking; I was sure of Rod, blindly believed in his words about love, melting from my passion to him.

All was happened in the evening, when my mobile phone had rung and Lisa’s uneasy voice cried about my Rod, flirting with some doll on the street. Lisa described their in all colors, accompanying her speech by all the dirty words that she knew (”bastard”, “son-of-bitch” and etc). At first I didn’t believed and tried to assure her in mistake. But she had filmed this scene by her phone’s camera and showed to me.

Oh, yes, it was Rod, without doubt. Embracing the girl in mini-dress, the really sex-pot, kissing her very sweetly and touching her boobs from time to time, he looked like as if was head over ears in love. Now I understand all about his “longest dinners with boss” and “visits to old auntie”.

Usually, when Rod came back to home very late, silent and tired, pleading for difficult day he used to fall on the bed and fell asleep not long after. In such nights we had no sex, but as my dear Rod was near me, I felt the great love to him.

But for the present all was differently. Coming into my room, he said he going to leave me, because in his heart the new love now and he’ll be happy only with she. His departure was very fast and I hadn’t kept in the mind the all details of it. As if in the dream, I tried to stop him, but all my attempts was unsuccessful.

I was lying near the door without senses when Lisa came. Quickly flicking my pale cheeks and murmuring the words of consolation, she put me in order and proposing the glass of cognac. Drained the glass dry, I had blubbered on the Lisa’s shoulder at last.

My broken heart

I was the luckiest girl in the world till now. Since I met my first great love, my feelings were full of Rod, the best man and fine lover.

I and my sweetheart…we were the really love-birds, fluttering on the heaven. Our hearts were beating in unison. Our bodies and souls merged in the whole in all days and in the each night.

My first sexual experience happened just with him and it was wonderful! The hands, caressing my body were so tender and I was sinking in the waves of pleasure under his sweet touches. He was very astonished and contented at the same time, as he became my first man. And I was on top of the world!

How many times we recollected our first meet and first love games, dreaming about our future life, the life, full of love and passion! And we had sworn to each other to be together all our life.

We had already celebrated the anniversary of our meeting. It was the magical night of love and nothing portended the trouble.

All finished yesterday. My heart was broken, my fillings confused and my soul devastated.

His treachery was terrible, so ignoble and cruel. God, did Rod never loved me, calling “my sweet angel” and swearing in faithfulness? Unfortunately my idol proved to be only…vile bullshitter!

When I’ m think about events of last days, the tears of pain and offence drops from my eyes and everything is swimming in front of me. Even didn’t apologized to me, smiling Rod stroked my hair and said I’ll be happy without him. Oh, my perfidious tormentor…